Eds Birthday

January 29th, 2015

In the grip for Stormageddon and on Eds 56th birthday I am sitting at my Jewelers Bench recording a show just for you!!  This time around I have done all of the segment intros and everything!  

I hope you enjoy this show because I really do love recording it for you.  This time around I didn't read it word for word.  I hope you find it easy to listen to but if not please contact me and let me know that I should go back to writing it out first!!  LOL   
In this show I promised to post some pictures of the Earrings I am working on and that will soon be available on WWW.sterlinglace.com, then when I looked at our group page on Facebook I had already posted some!  
So you take a listen to the show while I go post more pictures, and let me know what you think of the new segment intros!!

From then to now, my healing time in Colorado

December 22nd, 2014

Happy Yule everyone!!!

I am so glad to finally have an show out for you!!  In this show I bring you up to date from when the time Mum passed away to where I am this Yule (2014)  This show is not perfect, I do a lot of rambling and going off script but I got kind of excited. 
I want to share something with you that I wrote this morning when I realized it was Yule.  Yeah... that's how much attention I have been paying attention lately.  
This Yule, I am embracing the return of the Light into my life and into the world. It is has been 2 and a half years since Ed passed away on the Summer Solstice of 2012. Summer Solstice may be when the days start to get shorter as the sun moves away from us, but the light went out of my life complete that day. Today is the Winter Solstice 2014, the day we celebrate the return of the Sun as our days get longer. These 2.5 years of healing and learning have lead me here, to the cusp of an amazing life, with a wonderful man, in a beautiful location. I am looking forward to spending time with, taking care of, creating a home for and building a new life with Jim. He is a truly wonderful man and I am so lucky. 

After 15 years of me being out of state and all of us growing and changing, I am excited about being closer to family and getting to know them again and letting them to get to know me. I am excited to be closer to Ed's kids and hoping to get to know them better and watching the grandbabies grow! I have missed so much but I don't want to miss any more. I also can't wait to get to know Jim's fun family too! 

I am determined to start taking better care of myself. Honestly, I have not really cared about how I looked or about my health because I felt so bad on so many levels. The thought even went thru my mind, if I eat myself to death who is there left to care?  But now, I have a reason to live.

I am excited about launching my business in 2015 by doing having booths at bike week and possibly local farmers markets on the weekends and working in my studio during the week. 

My hope for my friends and family in this coming year is that your lives are heading in the direction that you want and that you embrace the challenges and changes that life throws at you and use them to shape yourself into the person you have always wanted to be.
May you fine Peace in the coming year my friends!!
Feenix
Feenix@thepaganwidowpodcast.wtf

The Day My World Came To An End

October 28th, 2014

Hi Everyone!!

This is a very emotional show.   Because 2011-2012 was such an emotional time in my life I am pretty much just reading from a blog I was writing back then.  I am so sorry for cracking up so many times during my reading of the blog posts.  I am afraid to say enjoy the show because it is so sad, but don't worry, they won't all be this sad!!  
Please contact me with your stories and any feedback you may have!
www.thepaganwidowpodcast.wtf (Yeah.. that would be this page!)
You can email me at:
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All music by Kevin MacLeod, unless other wise noted and can be found at http://incompetech.com/music/

Just a bit of a blurb about the show

October 26th, 2014

HiII  

This is just a bit about me and why I decided to start The Pagan Widow Podcast.  I mention in the Podcast that my cover art is by Greywolf Moonsong, well it is being painted and isn't quite ready yet... but when it is I will post it!!
Please feel free to contact me any way you can!  
You can find the show notes and the RSS feed here...

www.thepaganwidowpodcast.wtf (Yeah.. that would be this page!)
You can email me at:
Feenix@thepaganwidowpodcast.wtf
You can search for me on Facebook:
The Pagan Widow Podcast Group
The Pagan Widow Podcast Page
Feenix Blue
You can also search for The Pagan Widow on:
Twitter
Instagram
Pinterest (coming soon!)
All music by Kevin MacLeod, unless other wise noted and can be found at http://incompetech.com/music/

The Pagan Widow Podcast Promo

October 20th, 2014

Please feel free to Download and use this Promo in your own Podcast.  Send me a note if you do at Feenix @ Thepaganwidowpodcast.wtf

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